home sweet home
Posted on February 9, 2012
In exactly four days I will be on a plane to leave this horrible place. HOW STUPID WAS I TO EVEN COME BACK TO SWEDEN. I’VE WASTED MONEY I COULD HAVE GIVEN FOR RENT TO HELP PAY OFF THE MORTAGE OF THE HOUSE IM STAYING AT.
WORST OF ALL I’VE PUT ON 5KILOS OF THE 14 I FUCKING LOST.
MONTHS AND MONTHS TO LOSE, ONLY WEEKS TO PUT BACK ON.
ITS OKAY THOUGH AS SOON AS IM BACK HOME NOTHING WILL STOP ME FROM REACHING MY ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT. MY ULTIMATE GOAL OF GOING TO SOUTH AMERICA FOR SIX MONTHS. OF GETTING A CAR. FUCK WHAT EVERYONE ELSE SAYS FUCK WHAT THEY THINK I SHOULD DO YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE & IM GOING TO SPEND IT DOING WHAT I FUCKING WANT TO DO.
40632) You don’t have to be super skinny, your bones don’t have to stick out of everywhere possible, you don’t have to look so weak that if someone were to slightly push you, every bone in your body would break, you don’t have to be completely flat chested or have legs as thin as sticks, you don’t have to be constantly taken in to hospital…but that’s the only way people will notice or recognize you have an eating disorder. Sad, isn’t it?
Posted on February 2, 2012
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
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Posted on February 2, 2012
Oh her sexy stomach!
(Source: justemanuell, via letmebeathinprincess)
